I believe in what is unseen

I believe in what is unseen by Dana Candler; "deep unto deep" page 154

"Howe easily, " my heart says, "I have spent my strenght for nothing and in vain." Yet I believe in what is unseen. I belive in a fire that burns within me-transfomring me from glory to glory. I believe in strenght that is not of this world, welling up and forming within me.
I believe in the power of barren prayers and unseen tears. I believe in the Holy Spirit ever abiding within me. All unseen realities.
I wait for You. I am still waiting for You. Oh, how You test my souls with Your terrying. Yet what choice have I? There is no movement without You. So here I wait. How you ruin the lives of Your beloved ones with a love that cannot be argued away and a faith that is an immovable Rock in the journey's way. I do not remain in this place of waiting because my heart is noble, but I wait because my love and my faith have become greater than I and I cannot convince them to depart from me. They are towers that have risen within me and now are indeed the strenght og my city. I cannot move them for they are my essence. No longer portions of me but all of me. They are God Himself in me.
All I can do is wait. My soul waits for You. More then the watchmen wait for the morning, I wait for You. My eyes search the horizon for any sign of first light. Surely, You will come. I believe in what is unseen. Surely, You will come to me.